its been awhile

i know.. its been awhile since ive blogged.. almost two whole months.. and i dont even know if anyone is even reading this blog anymore...

i've been busy preparing for my new school term... this week and last week was ... welll quite rough. next week's gonna be heavier even.

Being in a new school makes me think of when i was in secondary 1, with 4 whole years of exciting, albeit unknown stuff going to unfold and happen before me. Seemingly, i was less terrified of whats before me... now im having so much doubt its turning unhealthy...

The parallel to secondary school is perhaps the things that u've gotta plan for 4 years, rather than 2 years in jc. . . in secondary school i was like a warrior, charging and fighting for every opportunities that comes, or even did not cross my path.

Perhaps when you're older you get more timid.

Or im losing steam and slowing down, getting tired.

There is no doubt that i grew and learnt alot during secondary school... i showed so much determination that it scares me sometimes, when i looked back in awe.

Now it is time for me to pick all these up, and more... so that i can have a fruitful time during my undergrad year.

courage is all i need.

take care folks..